Ray J recently shared a candid and emotional Instagram post reflecting on a troubling incident at the BET Awards afterparty. In the post, he expressed frustration with money, calling it evil, and shared his feelings of being locked in a false reality. Ray J also mentioned being barred from returning to the BET Awards, questioning the motives behind it. The singer was involved in a physical altercation with Zeus Network founder Lemuel Plummer, adding to the drama. Ray J's post hinted at internal struggles and referenced past conflicts with Plummer, with whom he has been at odds for some time. The post also alluded to suicidal thoughts and a desire for freedom from it all. Ray J apologized to his sister Brandy and vowed to make things right. The singer's heartfelt post raised concerns about his well-being and mental health.